I’m not ok. I haven’t been ok in years my family cant see it. One best friend knows and does the same thing, I want her to get better, but how can I be there for her when I can’t be there for myself. My other best friend I barely get to see, we never talk, And I feel like I could completely walk out of this girls life and she wouldn’t even notice. When I’m with her, I doubt the friendship, it makes me want to cut even more. I just want to die. End it now. Please, it would be nice.